Panic at the Disco

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*sigh* I received my school report, yesterday. And it was awful, oh my God, I really want to burn it. To make it worse, my dad came to indonesia and took it. Well, actually it's just a coincidence. Not only that, I had to hear the legendary long speech of pak syafrul. By the way, pak syafrul is my homeroom teacher, he teaches my most hated subject in school, yes, physics. I had to listen how he told my father that I'm not a child anymore and have to study on my own and such. Well, screw that. My grades are decreasing because I had some problems back then! When I got robbed at monas. It's the worst week of my life, guh! My mind is still confused and distracted that time! And my dearest chemistry grades are falling down. It's all because of I was absent the other day.

The worst day came when Miss Y, my vicious chemistry teacher was looking for me. She got me to sign and forced me to take some tests from outside school. She said I should take this test to show my ability. FUUUU--. The tests contain chemistry, physics and math and will be held 2 days. I thought the test will be held at noon or in the morning. But I was wrong, it will be held after school, probably at 5 pm. And I don't know WHERE THE HELL the test will be held. When I ask her, she said I should look for it myself and she will be only taking the grades. FUUU---. Yes, yes I know...In the second test I got the last place, but to tell you the truth, it's my first time in 11th grade to get this score. There are still many of students who got bad scores. And on the first test I got a good score although it's a difficult subject. So why me? It's my first time getting this bad score and you're already called me? Why don't you fix the other students? I know you cared for the students, but why am I the only one you force to take that bullshit test? It's nonsense.

*sigh* To make it worse, my math teacher gave us a homework and will be collected this wednesday. So that means I only have 2 days to done it [weekend]. At first glance, I thought it's a pg question, about 25. When I read it once again, I was wrong. Each number have parts! So the total questions are 202...and it's about TRIGONOMETRIC! And so I've solved 108 problems, and now my brain totally burned out for working non stop from 10am this morning. Dear teacher, I know through your homework, you want us all to pass the test. But it's TOO MUCH. We got homeworks from other subjects too you know.

Aside from all the stress, I really thanked that God gave me such a nice dad. Even though my grades are falling, he trust and know the problems I had. On top of that, he took me to a mall, actually he wanted to meet his friends there. And then he offered me to buy ice cream, cakes, sushi and such. He even bought me a book. He knows that I really love the Eragon series, so he bought me the English version of the Eragon. Well, I found a really nice bookstore there and accidentally found "Eragon" in the last shelf and it's the last one! The book is so small and light, though it contains 752 pages. It's rather cute, I really like the book's size. The price was surprisingly cheap too! It only cost 88000 IDR. I often buy some imported books, and usually it costs more than 100.000 IDR =_=

And so I'm rather confused to divide the time. There are many homeworks, but I really want to read my new book. Bu t on the other side, I haven't finished my old book from my mother, "The Dead", it's about zombies  and in English too. Well, because it's getting late, and I have to wake up really early tomorrow...

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Happy Birthday Bradley

This post is dedicated to Bradley James who will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow, but actually it's still 23.00 at my place. well, I can't wait until tomorrow. I even made him a fanpic, not a photo but a picture/drawing. It's my first time using my skill to make something for someone. I must be adore him that much. Yes, I adore him, but not love him. I love Colin, as always. Sorry Col', don't cry (?).

Bradley James, born on 11 October 1983, and tomorrow he'll be 28 years old. There is such a huuuuuuuuuge gap between us hahaha. Aside from his age, he is very childish, really. And has a sense of humor too, not like Colin and his "dark" humor =_=. What is a dark humor? I don't know. I think maybe it's the same as when someone tells a joke and then the audience is like "krik krik". 

He is very entertaining too. And really looooves football game. I think British people really like football huh? But what makes me surprised is that he plays football in a stadium, yes, in a STADIUM only for playing football. In my country, people just play it in the field =_=. He has great skill for football and big talent for acting, although Colin's acting is more greater *ditabok bradley*.

He is just like my brother. Well, I didn't know what it feels to have a older brother since I'm the first child. Bradley is just perfect, he is humorous, talkative and caring, well even though sometimes he will get cranky lol. All his doing, that childish act, innocent smile and those weird expressions he always making always makes me laugh so hard. 

I even use his birthday date for my jersey number, 11. 11...the birthday date of Bradley, birthday date of Colin, 1-1, first january :D and it's my anniversary date with ryeowook (?) 11-10 the same lol. Well, I think that's all for today. Happy Birthday Bradley, I hope we'll meet soon (actually, I just wanna see colin lol)

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